够了

放弃
只因为爱得太深
爱太深
才对自己没把握
要用放弃做赌注
输了
只因为对方不够爱你





I give up,
because I love too deeply..
And datz y,
I don't trust on mysef..
So I bet in dis way,
Finally,
I lose the bet,
because you don't love me, enough..












够了，一切都够了，
我跟自己说：
就算了吧。。

29 July 08 Tuesday



Sometimes.. I wan to act strong..
Sometimes.. I..

Just cant..







我放手了，他..........的心受伤了..

他放手了, 我..........又舍不得了..











Am I wrong?

有时候，到了某种程度，人就会体会到〖欲哭无泪】的感觉，到了那种境界，往往都不是能够想象的。。



我很想哭，但泪腺似乎不听我的话，我不想哭的时候，我想逞强的时候，它，总是从我的脸颊划过，在夜深人静，我情绪起伏最严重的时候，很莫名其妙的，我却哭不出来，〖心】和〖泪】这次的默契就值得考量了。。



一直以来，面对问题时，往往我们都试着逃避，从来不敢真正的去面对，一切的一切，似乎都是我们不认输的借口，一切的一切，似乎是我们不想失去什么的理由。。



也许，我说的一切，看起来好像太过于理智，超乎我应有的情绪和想法。。
也许，你根本无法接收我现在的任何说法。。
也许，你根本不想听我的这些【烂理由】。。
也许，你认为我在假惺惺。。
也许。。



【对不起〗

sad or happy? [emo]

27 July 08 Sunday

今天，我做了一个，一个我一直不敢做的决定，一个我觉得我不会做的决定，一个谁也意想不到的决定。。这件事，在我心里徘徊了很久，真的很久,也不是第一次向他提出了，我们也挣扎了多时，今天，一切的一切，都告一段落了。。

我挣扎了一天，
漫长的一天，
我开口了,真的开口了。。
我要求分手了，
我要求分开了，
我真的这么做了。。

我告诉他，
我想要停止一切的一切，
我要这一切的一切，不是难过的分离。。
我只是想过一个人的生活，
你没有错，
我也没有错,
是时间来的不合适。。

他，
从来没给我机会好好地说，
我一直尝试寻找机会，
我想回到单身的生活,
我要过一个人的生活，
一直到mama批准，
一直到我想嫁为止，
我累了，
不想再为恋爱有所寄托。。

人，不应该因为爱而受约束，
爱，更不应该受到约束,
爱，更不应该去约束他想要的，
爱，也不会去计较你会得到什么。。
爱，不应该用计算机去算，
不应该用秤去衡量,
爱，没有方程式，
爱，没有重量，长度，宽度。。

爱，不一定是拥有,
爱，
我也不懂。。

每个人都说，
"he is a good boyfriend"
他们都叫我珍惜，
我没有吗？

谢谢你，
我知道我一直都在伤害你，
一直以来，
就只有你在付出，
我知道，
我算不了什么，
你不接收我的谢谢，
你甚至没有向我追问，
也许你也累了，
也许你讨厌我了。。

我想，
我是自私的，
因为我自己想要的，
因为我不想了，
可是，我只是想让自己好过。。
他们说：
“爱情是自私的”
他们说：
“我们自私，是为了保护自己”
对不起，
我没做到我对你的承诺。。

在一起的29个月
整整29个月
昨晚还没事，今天。。
你一定觉得莫名其妙吧。。
我也只有说谢谢。。
我会记得每一天。。





我告别了恋爱
告别了负担
从此就是一个人
单身的生活，也许我会喜欢，也许我会害怕，
也许，到了最后，我才后悔，
到最后，才发现你的好，
但，单身可以让我从中知道你更好吧。。
你不一定得把事情看得那么悲观，
也许过后我们会成长得更多，看得更远，
不是吗？




“有一天，
天爱上了海，
可是空气阻隔了他们，
他们无法相爱，
天哭了，
泪水落在海里，
即使不能相爱，
天也要把灵魂寄托给海。。”

单身女孩～1

[Single but not available]

24 July 08 Thursday

1 more day~ Did many things but din touch BOOK at all [except do de IT quiz].. Feel much guilty but stil de same.. [>.<]

"ever thine

ever mine

ever ours"

Love and Friendship
and Sex

*Friendship exists when there is Love
*Love exists when there is Friendship
*Sex exists after Love
*Love exists after Sex

[Love and Sex must exist together]
[I don't know]

*hey gurls, keep your beauty when you stil having it.. Don't wait until it was too late..
*hey gurls, 40 is just a start of your life..
*hey gurls, MAN doesn't mean everything..
*hey gurls, you can live without man!!
*hey gurls, you need FRIENDS, LOVE, SEX, FAMILY, and MONEY!!


*hey guys, don't waste my time when you are wasting your time..
*hey guys, please think many times before you do something that will hurt the gurl..
*hey guys, please love the gurl with your heart if you do really love the gurl..
*hey guys, gurls are not FOOL!!
*hey guys, please give me what I want!!

~miss~

First Try~

22 July 08 Tuesday

Today, I have done a BIG TRY dat I nvr imagine~

I speak at de [lectern]~

I speak in front of about [30 people]~

I speak with a [mic]~

yea I [SPEAK]~

I nvr done this before~ I nvr talk in front of so many people before~ I nvr tried~ and I don't dare to do so [of corz]~

Jane had chosen me a week before this~

Victor pointed at me a week before this~

I said: Wei Wei speak, I speak~

and I told Victor: I need time to prepare, MENTALLY~

[yea, it's true, U will nvr know how much de courage I need to talk in front of so many people, how much is de struggle between DO n Not DO, how much de CELL I killed in my brain to ask myself to speak]

I [PREPARE] my speech the nite before~

I [REHEARSE] many times the nite before~

I [RECORD] my voice many times the nite before~

I [WORY] so much the nite before~

It's my SHOW TIME after all~

I was so COLD at the moment~

I was shivering all the way of my speech~

I don't dare to look at the eyes of any~

I tried not to make the audience fall asleep~

I tried to lenghten my speech as possible~

I tried to finish it as fast as I can~

AND finally, my speech, FINISHED~

[with the claps]

*my SMILE

*my VOICE

*my SPEED [was too fast, and I need to pause]

I had learned thingS today~

If I nvr tried today, and I wont get the FEELINGs today [mayb FOREVER]~

I nvr regret to have a try today~

Im [a bit proud of myself] to have the courage to SPEAK in front~

Im [a bit proud of myself] dat I can hide my nervous from U all [mayb U observed dat]..

* yea, Im [proud of myself]~

* U will never get dis [nice] SCENE if U never come here..

[somewhere behind the SENATE CONFERENCE ROOM, and it is actualy facing the REJAB there]

nice scene rite?

[watch it with ur heart,

and U may find out sth special]

Rojak~

22 July 08 Tuesday

~Nite~ 10.36pm
I suppose to read my IT chapter12 now and go n do my quiz12 before friday is coming [BUT] I jz duno y I ended my whole nite here also~ FINAL is coming soon and my DEATH DAY is coming also, [but] I stil like keep hanging all around [online, blogzz, crapzz, gossipSS, Facebook-ING].. I do nth much, yea I wasted all my time [dis few days].. And I go to my bed when de needle of de clock showing 3am in de morning.. [I shudnt be slept so late, as my eyes bag n panda eyes getting serious-ING, ishhhh]..

~Morning~ 10.08am
yea, today was having a Toastmaster Executive Committee Meeting at 10am.. And de time was showing 10am [n I still sitting in de bus].. de sky getting darker n darker.. N de BIG DROP of WATER [rain] started to drop down from de sky.. Luckily I reached college at de time when de rain was jz started to pour..

No, I'm not LATE [anyway].. Not every1 reach on time [a-ha]..
And now only I know we can use de CEO MEETING ROOM to conduct a meeting [altho Im not a CEO].. haha, mayb I will bcum a CEO [next time]..
* I realy LOVE de way Dr.Lim speak.. I realy do admire her very much.. [mayb I HOPE to bcum like her ONE DAY, a successful CEO n speak very well]..

~more to Afternoon~ [bout 12pm]
V go for lunch at OLDTOWN [again].. I ate DRY CURRY BIHUN MEE , n it was totaly 'beh jia'.. [I duno y, MAYB I choose a wrong thing to eat >.<]

And v go McD for 2nd round.. [ice cream, french fries, nuggets].. duno how many times I eat all dis stuffs in a week~

[helping them to do promotion]

*recently, I found dat I bcum more n more like to EAT.. I can eat a lot [realy a lot, far far a lot].. De quantity of FOOD is doubled~ De quantity of MEALS is doubled~ And finally.. my WEIGHT [of corz not doubled lar] is getting more~ my body shape~ [ha-ha, also duno how to describe]..

~Evening~ 4pm
After [struggling] for quite a few weeks, and finally de ENG120 assignment research paper is COMPLETED~ I feel so guilty to WEIWEI n PEKSHEE bcoz I do not help much for dat.. Mayb de last minute help do not help much~ >.<

*De research paper is successfully printed out~ and it is de BABY [of love??] of ME n WEIWEI~ It meets trouble when it was delivered.. It was so cute n 'bai bai pang pang' de.. We love our BABY~ haha.. [It is now with de baby-sitter>>Ms Tan, and I hope our assignment get a gud marks for it]..

[Don't U think BABY is cute?]

[haha, every1 loves BABY rite..]

* "Do Not Judge A Book By Its Cover"
yea, sometimes it's realy hard to c thru a person real face IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THEM WELL.. so, PLZ do not trust a person so easily before u get to know them more..

[Plz take off ur MASK n

show me ur TRUE COLOR]

*yea I crap~ [my blog was dead for quite a few days, den now I crap a lot now]

Random Pic~

I promised Jane to upload dis photo~

She look sweet here~

Me, aiks~ >.<

Took on Fusion Fiesta~

I like de shot very much~

actualy duno wat to post recently [dun hav time, dun hav mood, dun hav idea]

a-ha, jz simply post some photo~ [dun say I din update wey]

Promoting~ [Religious at dis time]

SGI President Ikada's Peace Proposal 2008 Forum

Theme : Humanisng Religion, Creating Peace

Date: 3 August 08 (Sunday)
Time: 1pm - 3.30pm
Venue: Ikeda Peace Auditorium

Welcome all youths, 4 division members and soka friends..




"Does religion make people stronger, or does it weaken them?
Does it encourage what is good or what is evil in them?
Are they made better and more wise-or less by religion?"

-Daisaku Ikeda

Tagged by Aisha and Peck Kuan~

Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
~uhm, 24 [I want to b a young n pretty mUmmY >.<]

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
~NOPE!! [totally cant accept]

3. Do you smoke?
~I hate cigarettes! [Don’t smoke lar, it may kill U]

4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
~ Pass my undang and car test then get [P] license [and of corz get a car =p]
~ Finish the final exam [and then go for holiday a-ha]

5. Who did you text most lately?
~ Who else~

6. How old are you?
~ 17 [plus 12 days]

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
~ Fusion Fiesta ticket [RM10]

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
~ bla~ bla~ bla~ [the 1st bla~ >.<]

9. Where do you wish to get married ?
~ Nice beach [any in M’sia?]

10. Your honeymoon best spot?
~ Taiwan [fOOd!]

11. How many kids do you want?
~ err, 3 [2 gals n 1 boy, perfect match o.O]

12. Are you in love?
~ mayb~

13. Do you cheated by other people[s] before? Who?
~ Yea , someone

14. Name the latest book you bought?
~ Duno how long ago~ [err, mayb MAT textbook]

15. Do you believe in God?
~ Sometime [sometime God hurts]

16. Name your favourite game or sport.
~ Sport? [joking? I do jogging only~seldomly]

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
~ Siew Mei [she is my lovely Dear~]

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
~ Anywhere, most of the place [I nvr sit plane before, sob~]

19. Hugs or Kisses?
~ Both [depend on who U are lor~]

20. Single or attached?
~ Attached? [not realy~]

21. (BONUS) Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.

Peck Kuan
~ Friendly [as wat Victor described]
~ Human called her Veronica [a nice name~]
~ Do Taekwondo very WELL
~ easy-going girl
~ I like her [spike hair]

Aisha
~ PRO enuf [I feel stress when I talk to her >.<]
~ PoSe girl [she can do many poses when taking photo]
~ same age with me [I cant realy believe it o.O]
~ she don’t even know how to buy food at FOOD COURT [a-ha hao ming]
~ she is COOL though she is FRIENDLY too~


I tagged:
> Mathew
> Jue Lyn
> Wee Han
> Wai How
> Ivan
> Jane Tomomi
> Mei Ying
> Sern Tat

11 July 08 Friday

[countdown: 2 more days to go]
[I dont want the day to come]

truely don't know how to describe my [very own] feeling~ nobody know my feeling more than myself~ [nobody know]

I bcum more and more quiet dis few days.. [myself also don't know why] I jz don't want others to know my feeling thru my conversation~ I do EMO~ I do COOL~ I do SMILE in front of them~ I do HIDE MYSELF [from every1]~



[I can walk ALONE]

11 July 07 Friday

今天，没上课， 一早就爬起床。。为的是什么？
今天，心情特别的好。。 为的是什么？
今天， 特别想见到你。。为的是什么？

一切的一切， 就那么轻易地，被你一手摧毁了。。
你从来不知道，我有多么的期待，多么的，期待，期待今天的来临。。 你一直都不知道。。
我以为，今天会是一个值得期待的一天，值得庆祝的一天，值得开心的一天。。

为什么？？
请你告诉我，为什么？？
为什么，你要毁掉我一整天的好心情？
为什么，你要轻易地毁掉我的期待？
为什么，你可以将我从美丽的高空，往下一抛？
为什么，你要让我流下那滴眼泪？
为什么，你临走前还要狠狠地刺我一刀？
为什么？

你知道吗？
我真的很气你。。
气你，一大早就让我生气。。
气你，一大早就让我失望。。
气你，一大早就让我伤心。。 我真的很伤心。。
这一次，我是彻底的伤心，绝望。。
我，打从心里地，不断流下眼泪。。
我，用尽了力量去哭，用尽方法去发泄。。
我的心，真的很累了，哭得很累了，被你耍得累了。。
累了。。。

期待得越多，失望就越大。。

我深深体会这种感觉，我也不敢再让自己，对任何人，任何事，抱着什么期待了。。
你的约定，我更不敢抱希望了。。我怕了。。
我怕你，怕你会再刺我一刀，狠狠的一刀，我的心已经经不起那些了。。

对不起。。

每一次，你总是跟我说，对不起。。

对不起，我错了。。

对不起。。

这些这些，我都听过了。。

但，我要的，并不只是“对不起”。。

07 July 08 Monday





就是有种莫名的〖空虚】 感，就好像从高空坠落，就好像无端端被赏了一巴掌，就好像。。就好像一天内失去了什么似的。。





yea, I do feel so much WEIRD-ie today.. I cant get the feeling back [yea, as wat Victor said, after been HIGH for a whole long fortnight, v bcum so quiet].. uhm, it's realy quite a H-igh day last 2 weeks [al in the practicing-mood, play-mood, hang-around-mood & watever], and now I cant catch my MOOD back and my heart is stil hang around.. no mood to go to class.. no mood to touch my books [Laz-IE].. keep thinking wanna go and play and play and play.. [feel so sory to Victor bcoz I kept day-dream in the class, my HEART IS MISSING]..

Victor like to give N-ick-Name to his students [very much].. [but duno y] al the victims were gurlsSS.. BUT [kinda like the name he think] VERONICA [pekkuan like it, as v like it too], ABIGAIL [weiwei tried to get used with it~ abby, yea quite a special name] NANCY [yea, chiayee doesnt like it, it seeeeeem to be too OLD-ish] ELIZEBETH [I relate it to sth with LITERATURE thinggy, but mayb siew mei like it much~aha duno] and Im one of the victims too.. JESSICA!! a-ha, wat the.. Jessica JooLi [Tan] yea, [since when i bcum Tan JooLi].. eh, plz lar, JooLi is enuf, I dun nid Jessica!! [I dun like too >.<] [sob]

I realy do a lot [a lot, a lot], to let go everything.. PLZ do trust me.. U wil get a better life there.. Bless U.. [countdown: 6 days before U leave]~I wan the TIME to STOP~

In A distance~

06 July 08 Sunday

yea, I learnt sth today.. I have been sad for few days ago.. [I cant accept everything dat comes to me in a sudden].. I really do feel sad.. I really been hurt [a deep hurt]..

Love is selfish..

Yea, Im selfish enuf in the relationship.. he owez do things jz bcoz of me.. he think the best for me.. he do the best for me.. I noe, he do love me much more than I love him.. yea I know.. and he knows, too.. BUT, I do try my very best to love him too.. 2 years and more.. it's not easy to maintain a relationship for 2 years [without seeing each other everyday~ bcoz it is without the permission & knowledge of my parents].. In dis 2 year long relationship, [duno how many times] I had requested to break [sometimes it was tiring].. BUT he do make a lot of effort to keep our relationship [until now].. yea, Im selfish.. I nvr care about his feeling, I do whatever I wan, yea, Im selfish..

Distance mean nth when some1 mean so much..

My fren told me dis.. it's damn true, but I jz cant accept the truth.. When it comes to secure, I nid it much much more than others.. I cant stand for so long distant, so long time, so long of missing U, so long of . . . [whatever about U]..

Yea, U have to go.. U got to go.. I know U r 1000000000 times unwilling to go.. and of corz Im 10000000000000000 more times unwilling to let U go.. [yea, Im selfish again, I knew] yea, datz ur FUTURE.. [bcoz of ur family, ur background, as u told me], U got to go.. U got no chance to refused [kinda pity of U]..

I can let U go.. [I understand ur condition, I understand wat others thinking, ur dad & mum] and I wan U to go.. [dun make me feel guilty anymore] now, i will support anything u will do [realy]..

PROMISE burden!!

I dun dare to make any promise to U.. I cant promise anything.. I feel so sory about dat.. I trusted U.. I trusted our relationship.. BUT I jz cant trust myself [realy, myself~].. yea, I will try my best to wait U.. I will try my best to love U.. AS LONG AS I CAN.. dis is jz wat I can do for U.. BUT I jz wan U to know, I CANT PROMISE ANYTHING..

Mayb I used a wrong way to treat U and our relationship, but I hope U can understand everything.. I will spend as much time with U in the[1 week time].. I will appreciate it [I hope U do so].. SORY..

Sad~

5 July 08 Saturday

U bring me Sunway today [jz both of us]..

My plan :

~sing K crazily with u for 4 hours

~take big head photo

~eat hao liao

Aha~ my birthday wish~ but the [stupid] red-box ruin my 1^st wish>> no more 2-person room [early in the morning].. walau, my mood was spoilt completely [not bcoz dun hav room liao, is bcoz of the attitude of dat 'lenglui' who speak so rudely to us] think liao oso angry.. dear, im not angry-ING u for dat, realy..

V watched WANTED~ somewat a GANAS movie [it was written 18SG, and as I was jz 17 few days ago].. It was quite a not bad movie, but I think it got a bit over-acted n kua zhang edi.. but seems dat I watched with U~ . . .

U took big head photo with me [finally].. [I was so hurt-ED when I know im not the 1^st who take big head photo with u, summor . . . >.<] I realy do like it VERY VERY much [u edited with me, and it is sooo nice]

And the waffle.. the pancake.. wa.. thx dear.. actually im happy today [boz I together with u again the whole day]..

yea, i feel sad~ [y~?]

i duno.. i realy hope everything wil be alright..

u got to go~ somewat called TERPAKSA.. ur parents.. ur relatives.. bcoz of ur somewat called FUTURE.. u will leave me soon [i cant imagine how i goin to live without u].. I nid secure [very much].. I cant live without u by my side..

i nvr blame u, nvr blame u to leave me, blame u to made the decision, nvr BLAME.. it's true.. BUT i am soooo soooo soooo SAD.. not bcoz of other reason, bcoz i got no confident to my ownself.. I dun dare to make any promise to U.. I scare I will hurt U 1 day.. I dun wan U sad bcoz of me.. I cant PROMISE.. T.T

5 years.. I will wait u.. BUT.. I hope U understand.. I know U understand..

sory...

4^th July 08 Friday

After being busy for the whole 2 weeks [somewat called tired n exhausted], and today is the day of performance [is the US Independence day].. [seriously, I nvr dance or perform for any show b4, yea but it was when im in kindergarden >.<].. freaking nervous b4 and on dat day..

Every1 was BUSY [I duno how to describe].. the movie screening, fun-fair, food fair, and the show.. the ticket selling, the food, the dancing & singing & drama practicing.. from early in the morning [8am, v reach at 8am!! Almost everyday in the 2 weeks] until the class end [some of them even stay for practice after that].. and I was damn sakit hati saw Victor sooo wory about the show.. He wory about the tickets.. He wory about the performance.. He help out everything, everyday.. He was damn busy as us [mayb than us, aha].. he looked down.. he sad.. but v cant do anything [aiks]..

Anyway, v get back de return for our every effort.. almost al the tickets was sold.. the things, the food, the fun-fair, the food fair were nice and fun.. the show was geng and pretty awesome.. Victor told me, he enjoy the show, every1 enjoy the show.. yea, I enjoy it!! I nvr experience such happiness [as I din take part in activities in secondary skul] and I found dat friendship was bonded in this short short 2 weeks time~ it was so precious, and v shud appreciate it as well.. and I do miss the time v practice together, v crazy together, v 'observe' together... many thing happen in dis 2 weeks and it will be gud memory for every1 of us.. [oops, sounds like v gonna far apart after dis, ha-ha].. v stil got long way to go, and I hope everything will be continue [same crazy, same passionate and same friendship~ uhm maybe stronger bonded]..

[feel weird and wonder how I gonna change my mindset to continue my study when there is no any practicing suddenly]

F R I E N D S H I P

I gr3w~

3^rd July 08 Thursday

It's an important day to me~ somewhat special day to me~ normally I dun celebrate it [besar-besaran] with others [uhm~mayb with my few best frenz n my family]~ mayb the different place bring the different kinda of feeling to me on dis special big day in my life~

I dun wan ppl to know about my birthday actualy~ I dun wan any1 celebrate with me actualy~ I tot I can live well without any1~

I pretend nth when I went to skul.. I dun wan anybody to know it.. I wan everything goes normal..

I dun talk much.. I was moody the whole long day.. I smile, seldom-LY.. I know, [very well] I'm juz a small part among the big gang.. nobody nid me.. I nid nobody.. [but I know some of my frenz realize my abnormal dat day] yea, I was abnormal dat day..

When they go McD for lunch, I run away.. [I heard they wan to spent me makan, but I dun wan they belanja] [as wat I had plan, I went for lunch with some1 else].. I run quietly.. I run secretly.. I told waihow, I asked him to inform them.. sory my dear frenz.. [yea, I know it's a bit stupid? Crazy? Selfish? Aha, I duno]

*Thank u my dear.. [after been so moody in college] u realy bring me happiness during the short lunch time.. I enjoy the time at centro.. although u promised to bring me go n watch seaside.. BUT unfortunately it was raining dat day, n the GOD ruin our plan.. anyway I realy feel hapy with u on dat day..

I saw siew mei [my Dear] crying, sitting on the staircase, pressing her phone.. [I felt I'm so bad that I din go n comfort her as I wanna to b cool dat day]~ but I scared too.. I saw her cry, I wanna cry too.. [I duno wat happen] I watched them practicing the romance song in audi, [Ivan say Hi to me far from the stage] and then I feel more n more moody [duno y] and then I cried.. I tried to hide myself from seen by any1.. [but wei wei saw it] I walked to washroom [with my head look down to the floor all the way to the washroom].. al of them finding me, calling me, they asked me enter the audi [kononnya got sth to inform]..

A chocolate [somewat coffee] flavor cake.. a big gang of HUMAN [truly frenz] sing the birthday song on the stage.. a lovely present~the merry-go-round with the photos.. with the [dark dark] condition n environment.. I realy duno wat shud I do.. shud I act happy o keep cool?? [but I cried] I do thx for every1 [willing] to celebrate my birthday together.. Pek Kuan, Wei Wei and of corz Siew Mei.. I nvr blame u all n angry u al [I'm not dat xiao qi ma].. plz dun blame urself.. although I join u al for quite late, but u al treat me realy well, n I love u guys so much.. I enjoy to b ur fren as well.. and for the others, thx u guys oso [for being 'terpaksa' celebrate my birthday together, aha]..

I love the cake.. I love the merry-go-round.. I love the photos.. I love u guys, my fren..

N happy birthday to myself.. 17 years old edi.. [stil young] but I want go learn driving~

~melody~

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I can IMAGINE~
how good is that on 4th of July~
de melodious sound from them~ [I can sing K, but I cant sing in such a melodious way >.<]..

cant await for the DAY~
[and hope it wil over faster, it realy made me exhausted~]

I love this pic so much~

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They didnt know I took this photo [when I walked behind them]..
It's so nice after being edited by me [aha~]..

Latest Fashion 08'

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I took this from my CUTEST fren [obviously U wil know who is that if U 'hang out' with me in the college this few days, realy busy dayss]..
I found her realy CUTE and she wear NICCE socks when the dancing practice~

ha-ha.. wat A cute girl~

nOne~

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can U imagine~
Try to count how many FEMALE there in the small room~
And all the women [included small girls and ladies lar of corz] keep on bla bla bla~ also duno what they busy of~aiks~

Stunted~

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I found this when I water~ING the plant [jz beside my pc]..
It need SUNLIGHT~ [photosynthesis]
It need WATER~ [imagine the plant didnt get any water for a whole long week >.<]
It need my LOVE [aha~ crapsssss]