当我老了～

30 August 08 Saturday

I had read this article in a kopitiam when I having my lunch.. I found it meaningful to one's life and everyone should apply it to his life..

Not only me and you, your dad n mum, your siblings, your friends, and who ever around you..

To our parents, the person who had bring us up, c us grow up from a baby until they going to leave us one of the day, v are always their children in their eyes, and everything about us is as important to them.. But once v are growing up, they are getting older and they have no more abilities to take care of us, even themselves.. And whose responsibilities is that to take care of them, then?


The words deep inside parents' heart:

当我老了，不再是原来的我。
请理解我，对我有一颗耐心。

当我把菜汤洒在自己的衣服上时，当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，
请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语，
请耐心地听我说，不要打断我。
你小的时候，我不得不重复那个讲遍千百遍的故事，
直到你进入梦乡。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，
请不要责怪我。
还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡的情形吗？

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，
请不要嘲笑我。
想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个[为什么]。

当我由于双脚疲劳而无法行走时，
请伸出你年轻有力的手搀扶我。
就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你那样。

当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题，
请给我一些时间让我回想。
其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，
只要你能在一旁听我说，我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，请不要悲伤。
理解我，支持我，就像你刚开始学习如何生活时我对你那样。

当初我引导你走上人生的路，如今请陪伴我走完最后的路。
给我你的爱和耐心，我会还以感激的微笑。



Surely, you had listen all these words from the elderly, advising their kids to take care of them when they grown up.. Some of us, maybe feel that all these is just rubbish and v just care of ourselves then.. Do you even think that, if our parents have the same thought when v are still kids, and they do not even take care of us and bring us up, will you carry on your life until today? Will you having your handphone, your clothes, your house, study whatever course you want, and so on today? Can you just survive until today?

No!!
Maybe the answer is yes, but who gave birth you?

Your children will treat you as how you treat you parents.. How you want your children treat you?

So, first, we should appreciate our life without doing anything that will harm ourselves and live happily.. And then we can only take care of the one we really care and love around us, especially our parents and family..

Appreciate the time we had with our family and parents.. The time will never U-turn as it is over..
Apply it in your life start from now, it will never late.. Treat as well as you can when they are here..
[to your parents, family and friends]

别拿暧昧当爱情

29 August 08 Friday

I found this article from someone's blog and I felt it's quite accurate for today's world, especially the world of LOVE.. [uhm, maybe it strike into my heart at a sudden at this correct moment]

Maybe you found it correct or not, but it just depend on your own feeling~

your own feeling will always correct..

据说现在很流行暧昧,在这个纷繁的都市，朋友的事例太多:
你们认识很久,他天天朝九晚五嘘寒问暖的电话比你的钟表还要准时,你满心欢喜你开始心怀期待,就连做梦都会笑出来,可是他就是什么也不说,你对自己说等等再等等,直到有一天你看到他身边有了另一个身影,你震惊"不是...这是....我是.....?"

在朋友眼里你们很登对,每次聚会他做你的护花使者责无旁贷,你也发现自己对他有了些些的依赖,他总是不经意的拍拍你的肩很宠爱的揉揉你的发,朋友关于你们 之间无伤大雅的玩笑让你觉得很甜蜜你说你感觉幸福就在不远的地方.就在你以为一切都将水到渠成的时候睛天霹雳,他说他从没对你有过这种想法他说这是你的误 会.你呆住了"误会?那么多人前的亲昵.....竟...竟然是...误会.....?"

伤心吗?难过吗?痛苦吗?只是,只是谁让你把暧昧当爱情呢？

这是个暧昧横行的年代,感情出现的第三个种类,比友情深比爱情浅游走于二者的边缘这就是暧昧,是什么时候开始本应是明明朗朗的爱情成了一场麓战,谁先动心谁就满盘皆输万劫不复.是谁把简单复杂化？

其实说穿了

暧昧,是可以推脱责任的游戏,没有承诺就无需负责;

暧昧,是勇敢者的游戏,无畏的人才能在角逐中进退自如;

如果你没有铁石铸就的心肠做软胃甲,那么你就别拿暧昧当爱情！




P/S
暧昧
是一种蛮刺激的游戏
在玩游戏时
你会很享受
但是
一不小心就会跌入陷井
无可自拔
如果
真的喜欢上对方
就表白
不要放弃任何机会
暧昧不仅你会掉进他的陷井
他也有可能掉进你的陷井你不知道呢
在他身边还没有另一个"她"时
请把握机会
如果只是打发时间的游戏
玩游戏之前
请了解游戏规则
玩游戏时
请遵守游戏规则
游戏结束后
请别再留念
既然游戏结束
还去怀念有何用?
耸耸肩
等着下一个游戏的到来吧 =]
enjoy~

Do you love someone by the way he or she know nothing? It's what the article want to say, and what the article say was so so correct and HUMAN should know it clearly, coz it always exists among human ourselves.. 暧昧 is something which is very complicated, and please keep yourself away if you are not ready to accept the things to happen [to you or he/ she].. but if you really love him/ her, just do it and let them know, before it was too late.. maybe the result is good or maybe worst, but at least they know the truth..

暧昧 may be a sweet thing to happen, but it also a bitter and hard thing to face over..
It may be a fun game, but it also may be a hurting game..

- 暧昧 -

*make me hapy*

*I love myself so much*

*say cheese*

Something different~

I wish to get your LOVE,
but your LOVE is a trap..

I wont let myself fall into the trap,
before i trap into your LOVE..

I can't see clearly now,
I can't see further now,
before I move one more step towards you,
can you step further from me now?

I don't mean to hurt you,
I don't mean to hurt him,
I don't mean to hurt myself, ever..
Never hurt myself..







Now,
I do need someone to kiss me DEEPLY,
hug me tightly before you kiss,
let me feel your warmth and
do not leave me alone after all..

Kiss me now,
and I'm serious..









Feel good to cry in the rain,
because you won't see my tears dropping from my eyes,
flowing through my face,
into deep of my heart..

Missing someone is hard,
especially when he is not missing you then..
Missing two different person is even hard,
when they do not even know about this,
and do not missing you at the same time..

Missing somebody wrong at the wrong time..

mY first sem break~

My holiday is going to end soon..
It was a sien + busy holiday..


22 August 08 Friday

Result was out!!
Out of my expectation.. [Better than what I expect larrrr]
Finally, I feel relief..
Good luck for those who haven check..
[Comfort-ING] those who feel that they didnt do well.. [Dont sad wey]


U.S Mart Meeting with Aug Intake People
10 over 20 slash 30 freshies attend the meeting.. Kinda feeling of weird n SILENT + QUIET + SWT.. No comment for that.. [feel a bit sat-bai]



[Early] Birthday Celebration for SiewMei
Venue: Room31, GreenBox, AEON B.Tinggi
Time: 2pm until 5.30pm

* Gave her a surprise by pakat-ING with her boyfren ONE day before without preparing anything..
* She said she was surprised n she got cry [little bit] because of touched..
* I can know she is happy with that..
* I found that I'm brave after all [but I was shivering when talk to her boyfren]..
* Rachel can sing very very well!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW MEI!!

*Additional*
Dinner at JIN JIN HOU steamboat [after "discussing" for almost 1 hour n run away from Kim Gary].. freaking full n satisfy with my dinner..

and my day end..

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21 August 08 Thursday

Rainy Day

People: 3 rotted "gold-hunger" + 1 [cute] camera girl
Venue: Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya [also called Bukit Celaka, but not many people know bout it]
Time: 7am - 12.30pm



~ To avoid their leg being sour so fast, they rent a RM5 bike before the journey starts..
~ The rain starts to drop just when they start their journey..
~ There was nobody else in the Taman besides them n a big army of boy&girl Kadet..

Let's rest at the pondok [after cycling for 2minutes >.<]
[the rain drop become bigger]
#K1 Lucy is urut-ing her leg being so "tired"..
#K2 Pek is showing her "secret weapon" to enhance her POWER
before she continue her journey..
*M E N T O S*

~ They continue their journey when the rain start to become small..
~ They bike, bike, bike..

The power of *MENTOS* was now clearly seen from #K2
[MENTOS made U excited when U see something BLACK n SPIKE]
#K2 Pek feel like wanna poke its nose but
it says "Take away your hand from me!"..



Sudenly!!
A big gang of Deer slash Kancil are bang-ING the gate
when they saw the 3 targets..
[slrrrrrp, I want the fairest]
[slrrrrrp, I want the girlish-est]
[slrrrrrp, I want the greeny-iest]



#K1 Lucy is so scared!! She hide behind the TREE..
"Don't come near me!!"
and she is ready to [chiong] with her F-1Bike..



#K2 Pek is checking by her GPS machine..
[to check whether there is *MENTOS* for those Deer slash Kancil]
#K3 [WeeHan's] HongHong is observing n thinking..
[which one is the Sexiest n Hottest]

The horses feel so sad..
[nobody look at them although they're bigger size, more beautiful n sexier]
But they don't really care!!
*Confident is most important*

~ #K1 run first!!
~ #K2 failed to find MENTOS for the Deer slash Kancil..
~ #K3 think his [WeeHan] may be the best in the world..
~ and the rain come again!! [even heavier, you should go back to Korea, Rain, don't come kacau!!]
~ They rest at a pondok again..

#K2 canot tahan liao!!
Pek takes one more MENTOS n
she explains lots about Chinese words..
[she is so hapy with her power of MENTOS]

#K3 canot tahan with #K2's power..
[HongHong lose to Pek, in term of debate]
#K1 Lucy has to comfort emo-#K3..

#K4 [cute] camera gal wants to appear in her camera also!!

[ha-ha nice leg wey]



#K1 failed to comfort #K3..
#K3 is so sad n he start cry-ING..
[he start miss-ING his best WeeHan]
#K1 Lucy is still thinking [where is my Treasure?]..

~ 2 hours later!!

They found lots shinning light from somewhere not far from the pondok..
[oh gosh, DIAMOND DIAMOND!!]



[with lightning speed]
3 of them run quickly to the Diamond Destination..
n of course [with the power of MENTOS]
#K2 Pek is the fastest
n she found a GOLD first!!
#K1 lazy to find herself n she wanna cheat from #K2..
#K3 wanna find a DIAMOND slash mayb GOLD by himself
[so he can give his Dear WeeHan as his proposal gift]..

#K2 n #K3 is rebut-ING their GOLD
n finally the GOLD drops into the water!!

~After the whole process of searching for DIAMOND n GOLD, 4 of them are all WET..
~ Totally WET!!
~ and then the SUN comes out..
~ The DIAMOND n GOLD all disappear!!
~ Their journey ends with their TEARS without any return..



what YOU need to know:
[before YOU go for GOLD-searching]
* Check for weather before U go.. [so that won't waste your time and money]
* mayb you do not need a bicycle [WALK can keep fit]..
* Eat before you go.. [It open at 9 o' clock in the morning n they wont let u in before that]
* Bring POKER.. [in case U need it]

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20 August 08 Wednesday

It's a GOOD day becoz today is 20082008.. [JueLyn told me this n I jz realize >.<]
and was inform that today is Janelle's birthday [Happy Birthday!!]..


I got a SUPER GOOD news from someone on this GOOD day..
Really thanks for him..
[I love YOU, jz awaiting for today's coming!!]
I smile, finally..

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19 August 08 Tuesday

I didn't meet them for so long already [uhm, I think since we left the secondary skul].. We almost don't have the suitable time for 4 of us to meet together at the same time as we having different life at different place now.. We are busy with our own thing now.. Although Carman is not with us now, but we still miss her lots..

went Sunway Pyramid, n having lunch together at Kim Gary..

she is SHY in front of camera..
no matter how we paksa her, she don't let me to snap her photo..
[although she promised]
but YOUR face is here, Leng!!



Argh, Ee become pirate!!
but she looks cute..



Look at me!!
I become a RETARDED leng lui pirate >.< ..


Ee n Leng
Couple Phone



Finally
We took a *complete* photo in Leng's car
[after di-paksa by us]
*I love this photo so much!!*

I love to gather with YOU all..
I miss You all so much, dear friend!!

* MiSS YoU *

yOu ? ~

18 August 08 Monday 11.30pm


征兆 ：

左脸不停地〖整天噢】起鸡皮疙瘩
莫名其妙地在抖擞
偶尔还会轻轻地抽蓄
有一种触电的感觉
有种快感 却又无法形容

一整晚都无法入眠，在床上辗转了好几个小时，脑袋似乎不停地在转动，好像失了控的机器，一直任由地跑到外面的世界。。

双眼虽然累了，但却无法紧紧地关闭
身躯也累了，但它就是无法静下来
脑袋，更是不停地围绕在你身上
你说的那些话
你给的每一个反应
你带来的好东西和坏东西
你的每一言每一语
你身上的每一寸
总是在我脑海里 一直闪过
尤其是 你说的那句话

终于，脑袋的每一根神经也开始累了，我开始有了睡意，时针也指向 2 了，我的眼皮也忍不住了。。。

女孩不哭了，
但女孩好像得了一个无法医愈的病~失眠。。
女孩想要找个人，
一个可以倾诉一切的，
一个可以借出胸膛的，
一个可以不停和她说话的，
一个人。。
你是那个人吗？

〖不被明白的童话故事
￥等待￥
被明白的一天】

18 August 08 Monday [Rainy Day]


~ The RAIN made me feel COLD..

My body Freezing~
My Heart Freezing~




I want a HUG~
A Warm Hug~
-from you-


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~ My dad said next time I must train my Son / Daughter to become an expert of Badminton [or whatever]
p/s : must as Pro as Lee Chong Wei or Lin Dan [maybe more than them]

Reason : If they win a match, then they will get a lot of $, then they
will give that to me [ha-ha]



p/s : C.W Lee, we feel proud of YOU!!



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~ I had made myself READY to face the most CRUEL truth in my 17-year life..

I hope that is a dream..

I hope I may wake up from the dream..

Everything was just a dream!!
[kerajaan Malaysia, please don't do the cruel thing on ME!!]
[I'll thank YOU with more PATRIOTISM..]

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~ I want you to be my FRIEND forever..

~ Laughs ~
~ Smile ~
~ Tears ~

~ FriendShip~


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~ The Song made me feel ... ...

[Talk to me
nonstop]

女孩不哭了，
因为她是坚强的女孩。。
女孩笑了，
因为她不想看见任何人为她而哭。。
〖￥期待￥
一个不被明白的童话故事
女孩的故事】

Hint me PLEASE~

16 August 08 Saturday

我很想哭 我很想哭 我很想哭 我很想哭 我很想哭
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这么100 句〖我很想哭】，我真的很想哭，我的泪水已止不住了，它真的止不住了，它也不想停了，它不听我的话 了。。。


你就像风，像风那样说来就来。。
像风那样，把我不想知道的那些那些，都带来了。。
为什么你走了，你带走了，就不要带回来了嘛。。

谢谢你带回来的〖好消息】，因为我真的好久好久，真的好久，没有听到你的消息了，我真的不知道在那不一样的日子里，你会过得怎样。。其实，你的生活，真的比我想象得好很多很多，我顿时觉得我好像太高估了我自己，曾一度以为，没有了我，你会过得如此如此，没有了我，你的生活会因此而失去了焦点。。原来，一直以来的我，都是活在自己的世界，一直都是在欺骗着自己，一直都沉溺在自己美好的谎言里。。我，不过是你生活上，一个路过的路人甲，我只是从上一世跑到这一世来向你讨债，我，也只是属于我自己。。

我真的突然觉得，我的脸皮还真的挺厚的，无法想象的厚。。我真的一直以为，就算我不怎么爱你，就算我对你的态度有多差，你都会对我〖不离不弃】，〖始一如终】。。我还真的天真的以为，一个人到底可以多喜欢，到底可以多爱一个人，到什么样的地步，我还荒谬的觉得，不管到了什么样的情况，你都会〖死缠烂打】的不放手，我还以为你会死死的守候。。我真的以为，你会和我一起等，一起等到那不被明白的童话故事真的变成了完美的童话故事。。我还真的以为，你可以为了我而等，等到我们又可以重新在一起的那一刻。。我真的以为，这一切的一切，真的可以实现的，我真的真的以为，〖以为】。。

算了，我真的太天真了。。

爱情，不是说可以等就等的。。

错过的爱情，
就只能做并肩的友情了。。

我真的希望，希望自己能够放下，然后真正的祝福你，我不知道你说的〖她】，我不认识你说的〖她】，我没看过你说的〖她】，虽然有万分的不愿意，不想要，那句话，我还是说了，〖她】一定比我好上几千几万倍。。





你的〖关心】也带给我另一个更重大的打击，大到我真的不知该如何去面对，有时我还真的很想骂你，大声大声的骂你，你的关心有时还真的让我〖不知所措】。。

过去了就算了嘛，你干吗还记在心里呢？还〖无聊】到把那我最不想面对的事实，在我还没做好心理准备的时候，在我心灵最想得到依靠的时候，在我最想哭的时候，在我不知道该怎么面对你的时候，把那最残酷，我最痛恨的事实摆在我的面前。。我真的不想，我真的不想，难道你也不了解吗？就算是真的，我也不要让自己那么快就跌入火坑！！

现在谁来救我？

你根本就不懂嘛！！

就这样，
风又悄悄的走了，
你没说什么就走了，
你若无其事的就这样走了。。




你向我开枪，我自己扎伤。。
你推我跌倒，我自己爬起来。。

该面对的，
我总该面对。。

喜欢一个人，你会因他而笑，
但不会因他而哭，
你会因一人而哭，
只因为你爱他。

你哭过了吗？
谁来帮帮我？
〖我是爱哭鬼】

14 August 08 Wednesday

我觉得我自己真的很欠打，有时还真的蛮讨厌我自己的。。
明明所有的人都把事情给忘记，就是自己却一直死赖着不走。。
跟他分开也有18天之久了，明明自己也试着寻找和忘记，和朋友混在一起，还真的挺有效的，每天就这样，笑的，哭的，也就这样过去了，还以为自己也真的已适应了没有他的生活。。

我又哭了，这次真的是哭得很莫名其妙，真的很莫名其妙，只在那一瞬间，我和他的记忆，不断地在我脑海里徘徊，从我和他的开始，到我和他的结束，这时候的我，才发现，想要伤害一个人，首先要先伤害你自己，想要忘记一个人，也要先把自己给忘记，我也才发现，我还是会想念他。。

那一段回忆，我想把 它放进心底，真的很想好好地，用一个保险箱把它给好好隐藏着，但，我也好想好想，真的好想好想，10年后的今天，我能再度把那回忆，变成一个我心里不被明白的童话故事，我真的可以吗？







直到爱消失你才懂得去珍惜
身边每个美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊

你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

不被明白的童话故事，
你愿意等待，
也愿意和我一起去实现吗？

~Genting~
Date: 11-12 August 2008
People: 21 ADPies

I do really ENJOY the 2-days-1-nite trip altho it's quite short and fast.. I do really MISS the 2-days we played together and siao-ED together.. Time passed very fast and the happy time was over [and my holiday is start SIEN-ing, how I gonna suffer for 1 more week >.<]..

* I had my hair cut before going to Genting..
[damn funny and ugly >.<]

* FAST FOOD always exist in HUMAN life..
[can you imagine :

morning : MacDonald
afternoon : MarryBrown
[2nd Day] afternoon : KFC

never run away from fast food in our life]

* Not every GUYS is BRAVEr than GIRLS..
[not all guys dare to sit SPACE SHOT]
p/s: they DIPAKSA to do so, ha-ha..

* I dare to play all the stuffs at Genting!!
[I'm not dat penakut after all, ha-ha, first time wey]

* Go Genting when it is not PUBLIC HOLIDAY..
[you'll find it worth to your purse >.<]

* Check your ticket [or watever] when you buy a
OUTDOOR THEME PARK ticket..
[then you will found a SURPRISE that is "ALL PARK" dat you will never know]
p/s: whose keCUAIan??

ours?
the ticket operator?
the advertisement board?
the computer?

* Don't feel afraid or scare when you never try something before..
[the CORKSCREW is not dat scary wey]
p/s: Ivan, I din't cry ler, ha-ha..

* when you are

~ wearing short pants
~ don't have blankets [how tarik oso canot]
~ shivering
~ sleeping on a HARD bed [when a so-called "BOY"
is sleeping on a SOFTY bed without bother you]
~ it's still cold when the fan is off n the windows are stil OPEN!!

[BUT luckily I'm still ALIVE wey]

* No MALAY FOOD anymore!! [besides nasi lemak, rendang ayam lar, mayb stil got a-ha]
[all stalls sao-dongING and nth else for me to eat edi and I TERPAKSA to choose the
BIHUN CHICKEN SOUP while the pic is illustrated not so NICE oso]
p/s: every1 was saying the soup was taste like MINYAK KAPAK wey [but someone had
finished 2 bowls]

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
[wiu-whit]

~ S W E E T M E M O R Y ~

Tagged by Meng Yee~

10 August 08 Sunday
Feel so sory to Meng Yee because she tagged me for so long time, and I never done the TAG yet [I was busy with my FINAL, paiseh lar].. Summor feel no mood to do anything besides rest [ha-ha] HERE'S THE TAG WEY:

Name : Lim Joo Li
Siblings : YounHwa [ah Yan]
Shoe size : 6 or 7
Height : 165cm [stunted since I was form2 >.<]
Where do you live : Taman Klang Utama [U wanna come n find me huh?]


Favourite drinks : ice lemon tea [lemon is compulsory huh?]
Favourite breakfast : uhm, normally I take my breakast at home [home-made breakfast huh??]
What is your room like : uhm, HOTEL + OFFICE o.O [my bro told me dis >.<]
What's right beside you : Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu [energyless to read liao lar]
What's the last thing you ate : nasi lemak [my breakfast wey]


Have you ever
Been on a plane : Never [so sad =( ]
Swam in the ocean : [ha-ha] U haven found me dead rite?!
Fallen asleep at school : Form4 is de climax period [den dis disease cant recover anymore =p]
Broken some one's heart : Maybe o.O
Fell of your chair : once in primary skul
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call : Never [I don't cook phone porridge 1]


Have you ever had
Chicken pox : uhm, last year ler [luckily not when SPM]
Sore throat : it den wil turn into cough >.<
Stitches : No
Broken Nose : No

Do you Believe in love at first sight : Mayb.. [but I muz make sure de Ampere is correct lor o.O]
Like picnics : C where is de destination lor..
Who was the last person you danced with : I dance?! [ha-ha]
Last made you smile : uhm, TV programme huh?
You last yelled at : my computer [pity-nya >.<]


Today did you
Talked to someone you like : uhm, my MoM huh?
Kissed anyone : Nobody let me kiss ler [sad =p ]
Talk to an ex : Far far away~~~
Miss someone : so many of YOU!!
Eat : of corz I eat [I cant survive without FOOD!!]


Best feeling in the world : When I can laugh LOUDLY~
Do you sleep with stuffed animal : uhm, no thanks!
What's under you bed : ~Air~
Who do you really hate : uhm~ [who cares?]
What time is it now : 11.35AM


Random
Is there a person in your mind now : ~blank~
Do you want children : [yeah] wait I married first lar~
Do you like your hand-writing : Not really [macam kinna]
Do you smile often : SMILE stick on my face wey
Are your toe nails painted : Nope
Whose bed other than yours you would rather sleep in : my Parent's King Size Bed
What were you doing at 7p.m. : ~Dinner Time~
What color shirt are you wearing now : White [with some cartoon!!]
I can't wait till: [The Day After Tommorow]
When did you cry last: A second before dis~
Are you a friendly person: I tot I'm cool huh?
Do you have any pets: Nope
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Mana saya tau~ [I don spy wey]
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: [yea] mean everything~
Do you sleep with the TV on: Impossible~ [TV on = got show for me to watch]
What are you doing right now: Crack-ING head to do dis TAG..
Have you ever crawled through a window: I stil small ma at dat time >.<
Can you handle the truth: Have to lor~
Are you too forgiving: Remember everything only will make me suffer~
Are you closer to your mother or father: MoM [when her mood is good wey]
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Matt [but he didnt c my uglie face ha-ha]
How many people can you say you've really loved: uhm, canot count lar~
Do you eat healthy: I'm picky~
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: ~The one and only~
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: So often
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Nobody [I hide myself]
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: C whom I together with..
Are you confident: I dont think so~

I am a failure of this world..


Please do ignore me..

Friendship~ not built in one day~

一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
兩個朋友能開心的直說
三個人可以　給妳勇氣
可以安慰妳的失落
異口同聲的說
因為有妳染上新的幽默
新的幽默
也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
變得輕鬆　Oh Oh Oh
我們能相遇非常難得
所以盡情大聲唱歌　分享每一分鐘
我們擁有一個真心的朋友
我們是真心的朋友
就算有風吹不走我們感動
吹不走我們的感動
真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂
妳懂我　妳懂我
不用說　不用說
最想看見彼此的笑容

如果難過帶走烏雲的天空
妳帶走烏雲的天空
爬到雲端我陪妳繼續做夢
爬到雲端我陪妳做夢
好想每天陪妳看日出日落
妳值得　妳值得
交換我　Oh～
一輩子最想要完成的 美夢

等下一个天亮

用起伏的背影 挡住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必说给 每个人听
许多眼睛 看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见 那个自己
用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我 小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

Sory Blame It On Me~

Blame It On Me

This life goes on, starting to learn more and more about responsibility and I realize that everything that I do is affecting the people around me. So I wanted to take this time out to apologize for things that I have done and for thing that haven’t occurred yet and things that they don’t want to take responsibility for.

I’m Sorry for the times that I left you home
while I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know.
That you were sitting home just wishing we
could go back to when it was just you and me.

I’m sorry for the times that I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times that I disrespect.
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done.
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons.
I’m sorry for the fact that I’m not away.
You can not sleep when I am not there.
Because I’m in the streets like every day.

I’m sorry for the things that I did not say.
Like, how you are the best thing in my world
and how so proud I am to call you my girl.
I understand that there are some problems
and I’m not too blind to know
all things you kept inside you
even though you might not show.
If I can’t apologize for being wrong,
than it’s just a shame on me.
I’ll be the reason for your pain,
and you can put the blame on me.

You can put the blame on me.
You can put the blame on me.
You can put the blame on me.
You can put the blame on me.

Said, you can put the blame on me.
Said, you can put the blame on me.
Said, you can put the blame on me.

You can put the blame on me.