edGy~

25 June 08 Wednesday
Finally, the dance thinggy is getting okay n okay edi, and v are having the INDIAN DANCE for the performance~ the specialy invited guy is teaching us with his SUPERB soft body and motion [realy very geng], I tried hardly to imitate him, but FAILED [dun nid to say also know lar].. Yesterday pekkuan and I had learn the most part [as we are the 'BOY' part of the pairs], and my leg was totaly pain when I reached home [as well this is the 1st time I dance for hoursSS].. [I tot the dance is quite SIMPLE!!] but.. [ha-ha] TOTALY NOT~! today we stil continue the 1st part of the dance and there is lots of steps after that.. OMG~ today we jz had finish the 1st song [as the dance is remix-ED of 2 INDIE song~].. uhmm, can I realy remember the whole dance stepsSS~?? aiya, I realy cant imagine~
anyway, I realy feel the Dance Club thinggy is NOT realy sat-bai as I think yesterday [bcoz everything was not in progress, everything keep changing, the dance, the steps, the HUMAN, the BUSY Human].. I realy hope the performance day is coming faster n faster, then I dun nid sooo tired already [but I stil love to dance =p].. for those who coming and watch the performance, hope that u wont feel bored or anooyed with MY dance [just ME!], I know it's a bit weird, funny, kayu, n watever..


something very sory to U, my dear fren pekkuan~ [I think u know] Im not taking even ONE of the ticket from U to sell and promote~ I hope U can understand n not to feel angry n ~~ watever bcoz I realy scare I UNABLE to sell anyone of them~ I realy dun hav the confidence~ [for your information] al the frenz I knew in this college are all u all the frenz, SO u al hav sell the tickets for them, SO I dun hav to anymore~ for the other students in this college, al of u al are selling to them also, SO aiks, I really duno how~ Im so sory to say that~ >.<>

p/s here:
~4th July 2008 Friday
~3pm - 4.30pm [until the things end lar]
~al sort of performance [drama, dance, sing]
~under the US Independance Day
~organized by ADP student [HiCT, Klang]
~open for HiCT students, staffs, lecturers, workers and outsider [only who I knew and knew me lar of corz]
* Anyone interested, plz tell me~ Plz~
~2 types of seats:
~NORMAL seats>> RM3
~VIP seats>> RM8 [the 1st 3 row, u wil get the surprise, AND u Deserved it!!]
~this show is organized for the Klang-based Charity [25% of the gain will contribute to them]
*Plz help those who nid help~ We and THEY will appreciate it as well~

FEEL FREE TO COME, YOU WILL ENJOY IT!!
FREEDOM 2008..

21 June 08 Saturday
Do you ever imagine a dance-idiocy dancing?
aha~ I never ever expose to DANCING~
I like dance very much, just that don't have chance~
everytime I just watch people dance~jazz, hip hop and whatever lar, I just can admire at side..
I'm so admire to them, who can dance well, having their style, and look so yeng..
And I know [very well] that it is impossible for me to become like them~ >.<

I have join the Dance Club~in my college and there will be a performance on 4th July [somewhat surprise bcoz dis day is the day after an important day~aha]
And yesterday I had been informed that we were having a dance practice after the Drama meeting~ kinda of shock coz I din make any 'mental' preparation as well that I never dance before~ [the last time I dance is on Form5 graduation day BUT I had hide myself behind the crowd, and the 2nd last is when my kindergarden time >.<]

ShiehRen and LayMun in-charge of the whole Dance Club and they had choosen the song that we will dance for the performance day..
All 9 of us~ pack into the QUITE small gym room~ with the big long mirror there..
~4 Minute~ [in cut-down edition]
LayMun and Durna taught us the step~ [LayMun with the PRO step and Durna with the [somewhat] robotic step] and all of us sweating bcoz we had moved all the time~
I can remember the step QUITE well but~ aiks..
my step look so weird and a bit girlish [hard to imagine that is a hip hop dance MAN!]
I had tried to count the steps [1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8],but it seems a bit weird bcoz the rhythm of the song was SOOO quick until I cant follow it AND my steps all mingle up~
And we keep practicing the steps from the begining until where we learned so that it look smooth and better, until 5, all of us went back~

uhm~there is 1 more week left~ [enuf for us to learn everything? I bit scare-scare of that bcoz as I know most of us are the beginner and is that possible for me to remember all the steps?? >.<]
BUT I also hope that we will having a great performance on that day and overwhelmed everyone~ [den we can have another geng dance performance next time]
wooooo~ can't await for the dance~

mY Tag ONE~

Rules/Instructions: The selected blogger must say 10 things about themselves. Then tag 5 other blogger to do.
19 June 08 Thurs
Duno y nowadays sudenly come out with something call [Tagged]~ aiks, I also dun understand, but seems that I already tagged by 2 ppl~ WeiWei and MeiYing~ I think I have to think out something to post~ >.<
But~ I really duno how to start it~ so I just post this article to [layan] them first [haha], but my Dear fren, I PROMISE u I sure wil give out my work 1~ as I said, the one I nid is just some time ya~

Now let's start~
It is not that difficult to describe me. You can definitely know me- a simple girl- the way I think, I speak, I wear, I walk, and whatever. Uhmm, maybe is just a SIMPLE word- ordinary. Maybe you found me not the most special among the population, maybe I’m not the best among the people, maybe I’m not the prettiest, cutest [I hope I look cute, but I'm not>.<], most clever person, BUT myself is myself.

I’m 165 meter tall [not considered tall, so I hope can grow taller, seems that my height get stunted since form1 T.T], with a moderate size [ha-ha].

My face is round, looks a bit chubby [mayb called fatty and big]; with thick specs on it [really thick~my power is around 700++][sometimes I wear contact lens].

Since small, I have tan skin, the brownish tone of my skin make me looks sportier [I think so, I always wanna get fairer but the God always failed me].

I have a long, straighten hair, and of course I love my hair very much, I do take care of it very “gently”.
Many people do think so, I talk softly and my voice was almost a whisper [sometime u find hard to listen wat I actualy say]. But if you really know me well, you will find me TOTALLY different [uhm a bit sampat and always SS (syok-sendiri)] [wanna try to know me more? Ha-ha]

As I born in July, I’m a PURE Cancer girl. I like nothing more than to sit, or rock, or even gurgle quietly while I contemplate the world around me. I like to be alone, I like QUIET, I do not like crowd, and sometimes people think I’m too COOL to them [aiks, ppl always say I'm too quiet, but I also find hard to chang dis].

I’m sensitive towards everything around me-the weather, the people, and the things. And I may hurt by anything. Maybe the just ONE word u had said to me. Maybe the just ONE emotion on your face. Maybe you din smile to me today [ha-ha]. Then the whole long day I will very worry about dat and keep thinking of that. Think that am I hurt you? Are you angry of me? Are you hate me? Am I rude? Am I stupid? Am I wrong? arghhhhh.. sometime I also duno y I will like that.

And something same with WeiWei, I do change my mood also, when it is rainy day. I am truly moody, touchy and prickly girl. But ONE thing is more serious that, my mood WOULD change anytime, every second, and UNEXPECTED. I can sudenly dun wan to talk. I can sudenly dun wan listen u to talk. [ha-ha, U better be careful] My tears drop easily but I tend to laugh easily also.

I’m a quite good listener and may be a genuine friend, you may look for me when you have problems [boy/ girlfriend or family problem], and I’m willing to lend you my ears to sob out. But I also sorry to say, that I normally can’t come out with a good solution.

I’m a PURE Klang baby, as I born in Klang and I grow in Klang. I study in Klang since kindergarten, primary and secondary school. Now, I’m CURRENTLY PURSUING [Victor my Marketing sir taught us dis 1] Bachelor of Science in Business in Southern New Hampshire University at HELP International College of Technology (HICT) [it’s a American Degree Program, also in Klang ha-ha].

As well as I’m a SUPERB quite person, who did not communicate well with others [1st is no confident; 2nd is my language no gud; 3rd is sometime lazy to talk; 4th is ppl said, chen mo shi jin ha-ha], I’m presently as a member of Toastmasters Club, to enhance my communication skills as well [I duno whether it helps onot, but I trust Victor~he said we are not a Toastmaster yet]. Anyway, I’m sure that it may help me to make more friends during my college and working life.

Wookay, you suppose to know me well by now. That’s me [just be myself]!



I think here suppose be more than what it actually required~ [altho I know it's a bit luo suo, but I think is a gud way to know me more (seems that no one can let me speak more, aha~)]
* NO Victim here~ [SHARING is CARING, i learned from WeiWei today, so maybe U SHUD share it with us SECARA SUDI~]

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The complicated turn~

16 June 06 Monday [not a very gud day~]
Quiiiite a long time din blog already, uhm just bcoz of this week MID TERM~ [sob] aiks, seems dat dis is he 1st exam I ever have in dis college, i feel so ~tense~ [a bit of nerve-racking].. I had buried myself into the piles of textbooks and notes, doin my own notes all the day long~ [but i dint even finiz them]

"wat the heck" of feelings approached me when i received such messages from my DEAR fren [Lucy] when I was on de mini bus [going to the skul]..
"u din come ar" [at 09.12am]
I was feeling weird that y she wil ask me such a question and she said de class was started at 9.. I stil remember [very clearly] that ms. mages has told us [last week] v having mid term dis week n de eamam wil start at 10 until 12.. IMPOSSIBLE i listen wrongly!! I have my {PROOF} inside my notebook!! And when I asked ms. about dis [after class], she had denied it and she said "I said that there is mid term today, but I NEVER say 10 until 12."
HUH~!! the truly feeling of mine at the moment was~ [realy nth to say, ms. mages, u win luuuu, u say the evrything]
The very lucky thing is~ I'M not the LATEST one who reach the class~ [I feel so embarassed when I walked into the class with over 100 eyes staring on me] Once i reach the class, the lecture was almost half.. BUT I also dun have the 'heart' to pay attention on it bcoz i stil busy-ING with my IT notes [preparing for the exam].. AND the lecture was FINISH once the LAST girl who came late for the class, just sat comfortably on her chair~ [every1 laugh~sigh]

and another thing that astonished me was there is SUBJECTIVE question for the IT and the very xxx ms. mages dint mention abut it before.. ouch~ n there was about 5 SUB question n each 5 marks~ I realy duno how many marks wil i lose for it~ [even I had checked the GRADES from the moodle~ >.<]

The 16 of June was a [kinda] troubled day~ another thing dat was persecuted me the whole day was the Marketing mid term~ altho v had the [very PRECIOUS chance to have OPENED-BOOK & OPEN-DISCUSSION test], but I stil feel nervous of it dat i haven finish de chap5-7 that almost covered in the test [sob sob]
Once i get the paper, and everything was CRITICAL THINKING [as wat mentioned by VICTOR almost every class] n practical question~ my brain was totaly blank at dat moment n I was SO worryin about my final exam [no more OBJECTIVE question, everything in short answer n essays, most important is NO MORE OPEN BOOK & DISCUSSION]~ can I ever PASS my Marketing suject~? [any1 can tel me~Honestly]

as I was worrying about my exam, I grasp sth.. [must v hapy with de result v get in dis mid term?] as well that I had get a 18 marks out of 20.. in the 20, I think I just [really] know the 5 of them n summor I have to search the answer from the textbook n notes.. most of the answers, I get from my SMART frenz, after their SMART discussion.. and not the only dat, our respect-FUL VICTOR had review on our answers and show us which is wrong [so that v can change our answer].. [shhh.. mayb some of them duno about it]
For me, the whole exam was just DISCUSSING, COPYING, and LOOKING FOR ANSWERS without REALLY THINKING OF IT~ [I realy feel so sat-bai]
uhm~ mayb dis the way [which s different from secondary skul] to sit the exam~ [it's realy different]

after the twist and turns in the whole long day, my brain was so so so [frenzied] of it.. and surprisingly, it was the 1st time I ever write my BLOG so so so LONG [bcoz I got too much of sensation to express] sort of nervous, down, happy, fuming, blur-blur.. aha, I also 'gong' edi~ >.<




English exam awaiting for me tml 17 of June~ [my weakest subject n language]
Maths exam on Thurs 19 of June~ [haven revised yet]

* I wanna join the Dance Club and the [Janelle's] FOOD Club [open a cafeteria within the college floor]~
* I think I shud go for tml's Drama Club meeting that they had everything for the sketch~ [giv them a BIG clapz]

ridiculous~

09 June 08 Monday
[aRHH] today so 'SUEY', duno y will meet such ridiculous thing~

07.35am [today still eatin de 'ba zang']
stil left few ba zang only, so, before going to college, my breakfast is 2 ba zang~
as usual, i open de cover before it~
BUT, different as usual~ i saw something WEIRD~
something dat is impossible to appear in a ba zang
[ba zang got meat, 'hei bi', mushroom oni, watelse it got]

[OMG]
u noe wat i saw??! a small~ small~ small~贝壳stick on my ba zang~
[HUH] i din c wrong~ u din hear wrong~ is a 贝壳~
luckily it's not inside de ba zang, abo i sure tercekik by it~ [think liao oso scare]
[imagine]
~if I swallow it
~if it stuck in my throat
~if it KILLS me
[haha]是不是太夸张了~?

08.15am [walking to bus stop to go to college]
once reach de bus stop, i put my bottle n books[1,000,000KG] on de bench n den i sat~
REALY~
u noe if somebody SUEY hor den he whole day oso SUEY de [T.T]
duno is which [好兄弟] OR which [西北风] OR who ever curse-ING me [hmmm]
my bottle [AUTOMATICALLY] drop down from de bench [haaaah~ MAGIC?]
fine~~ i got nothing to say~ drives me crazy in such morning~ [wat the Fxxx]

x x x x x x x x x x x x

22.53pm [i watched news at AEC channel]
i heard a special news from there~ [do u ever heard dat a GUY pregnant?]
a GUY~ [dat's great!! like dat guys can help to give birth while women dun hav to anymore]
haha, wat a funny joke~!
actualy, the GUY, now de GUY, is a GUY now.. [u noe wat i mean??]
but, actualy, HE was a lady before HE change HIS sex~ [woman>>man]
SHE cut HER breast and had made operation to bcum a MAN [SHE still remain her子宫卵巢]
SO, now HE can give birth while HE is a MAN now~



haha
such a ridiculous day~!!

08 June 08 Sunday 端午节

every year de today mum sure wil make ba zang de, bcoz buy from outside very expensive..

u c har, 1 edi sold RM3-4.80, if i buy 20

4.80 x 20 = RM96.00

[walaue] eat a ba zang oni mah, y so expensive wor~

if i make myself, haha, less than RM50 edi buy all de materials..

"now old liao, cant make edi, if make den bone wil pain" [mum tel me]

aiks~

i wan learn BUT~

[i cant even make a gud zang]

i had tried ONE, de oni ONE~ hmm, others~ got hole here got hole there~

sometime cant even tied it [aRRRHH~! 真是〖失败〗]

MAMA, nvm~ next year i wil learn n help u~

haha, NEXT YEAR~ [i sure wil de]

07/06 Sat

today is agong's birthday [duno is agong or sultan liao, paiseh]

so today is holiday, parents din work n they going to make ba zang

mum woke up at 7.20 n she start made it [me?? of corz stil sleeping like a pig]

BUT, i also woke up QUITE early dat day [8.30pm] {earliest record on sat}

"b4 it cook in de HOT water + Hot weather [4 hours]

[from 10.30 til 2.30] papa look at the FIRE

mama oso keep adding the water

[BUSY]

it come out from edi~ [bath for 4 hours long]

finaly, the ba zang is complete~

just a small ba zang, need a whole long day to gao dim [无话可说~]

eat need oni a single minute, but make need a whole day [realy tiring de le]

it look nice??

sat and sunday i edi ate 7 ba zang [dis year de ba zang realy nice]

n very laku le [very faz edi finiz]

~bro ate 10

~papa ate 10

~mama ate 6

~2 uncle ate a few

haha, 辛苦是值得的!!

〖端午节快乐】

Cut mY hAir~

Before~
since b4 new year, i cut n straighten my HAIR~
it grow~ grow~ grow~
til now.. i think got bout half year edi~
[never cut my hair]

[liu hai] it bcum longer [i like it]
but it bcum more MA FAn to handle edi
i duno how to comb it or shape it edi [sometime GeRam with it]




SO
i decided [finaly] i get chance n go n cut my 变了形 de liu hai





[Haiz~]
it looks weird~ [rite??]
duno how to say lahhhh!!

nvm, i wait it long~
aRHHHH~~~~~~~!!

mY 1st formal wear [sMart]

5 May 08 Thursday

Dis is de 1st time I wearing such a formal wear, a office ladies' attire~ haha, I look so matured with dat, so WEIRD de feeling~

"WOW, u look beautiful Today!! full of 女人味!!"

ahem, WAT the.. I'm stil young, [i think i suppose to b a CUTE gal] haha~

But anyway, dis is de 1st time, ppl say dat to me, mayb it is a gud start, I stil hapy with dat~ 暗爽-ing~

Walking out to de bus stop, many WEIRD eye WEIRD feels around me~
aHHHHH~!! everyone stare on me?? [自恋成那样~糟糕] haha
i dun like such feeling~

seems like i sudenly bcum so old o.o

"dis is a gud chance to train u all to wear such attire when u goin to work in office in de future"
"u all look smart n young with de clothes"
"guys look handsome, gals look pretty"
"eveyone look fresh"

haha~ SIR said dis to us~ [SIR, not even 1 of us agree with dat]

WalauEh~ wat a High-Heel >> i think got 4-5 inches le~ how she walk in such way harrr?
realy 佩服得五体投地~ [mine jz err~ not more than 1 inches~ shhhh..]

anyway lahhh, i think it's important 4 me to learn to wear like dat..
even de office suits OR de high heel
bcoz i'm a gal who r goin to TRANSFORM into a LADIES (i think lar) [女大十八变ma]