就是不好受

我是坏人









如果真的那么不愿意的话，
我宁愿你恨我一辈子。。









心灰意冷了。。

*ucantseeme*

因为你们曾经爱过我
你们才会对我那么好

就因为你们对我都太好了
所以我才害怕伤害你们

你们的爱，换来的不应该是受伤害。。






我要的只是一个爱我的人，能够轻轻揉揉我的头发，我想哭的时候让我紧紧拥抱着他痛哭，我想说话的时候他会专心听我说话，我想听他说话的时候他会跟我说他的故事，我需要被注意的时候他可以静静地看着我。。

如果距离不是个问题
这一切，就不会发生在你我他身上了。。

每一段故事都有它的男女主角，每一段故事都有不同的剧情，你不该拿它和其它做比较，因为你只属于这段故事的男主角。。






虽然哭不是最好的解决方法
但
只有哭让我感觉最真实。。



痛哭的感觉真好。。

Disqualified *kcis evol i*

当有一个人专心听你说话时，
那种感觉真好。。








我只是一个路人甲，
我没有对不起你，
就算你心情不好，
我也不应该得到你这样的待遇。

我只是告诉你，你曾经对我说过的话罢了！！


我体会到，
一个人的眼神是足以杀死一个人的。。
一朝被蛇咬，
我一辈子也不会忘记。。



我想告诉你，
你并没有资格那样对我！！
你不是我的什么人，因为我只属于我自己。。

你不会知道，
你对我的伤害有多深。。









我这才发现，
原来这个世界
的确充满无数的谎言。。

所以，
我宁可选择不相信。。

我只是学习保护自己罢了。。










病倒的感觉真好。。

Promise you, for you I will

~I will be your prettiest bride~
~Promise you, for you I will~

Can you hear me?

这个世界就是如此的

虚情假意
冷血无情

所以我选择了忘记
我假装听不到
我假装看不到
我假装感觉不到






When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

能选择要不要喜欢上一个人或爱上一个人吗？




当你想要别人体谅你的时候，
也请你先学会体谅别人，
而不是摆一副臭脸要人前迁就你。。

朋友不是这样当的。。
对不起。。





假装多好。。
Can you hear me?

It's too random to me~

Happy 18th Birthday to JueLyn!!
You look so gorgeous that day..
[sexy kisses wey]
~muax~

[Don't throw $money$ on the floor eh =D]

[ignore me please]
~ha-ha~

uhm, it's not Lantern Festival..
[no electric supply]
I like the effect so much..

The night is so dark, my heart do so..
[no stars that night]

Fire kills!!
Don't play fire..
[no fireman there wey, issshh]

~my first time ever~
ss-ing in Forever 21 fitting room
being so -sexy- *ahem*
[the dress almost drop down, because I'm not geng enough >.< ] [sorry weiwei, let you wait so long he-he]

argh, I love the dress so much!!
[mama, I want!!]
[but it costs rm99.00 eeww]

[ignore my stoooopid-looking shoes ha-ha]

~LOVE ends, HURTS end~

当一个人有了梦想，

他就会朝他的梦想而飞。。
就让他飞吧。。







我不应该因为自己的自私，

而阻止你再去爱。。








我把爱情看的过于简单，

也许我根本不属于爱情。。







我们爱情的开始，

也是我让你不断伤害的缘由。。
我不会再让你为我而哭泣，受伤害。。







我，
珍惜你曾经那么爱过我。。
我，
向往你曾经给过我的爱。。

谢谢你，
曾经爱过我。。







原来，
童话故事比科学原理还难。。

我被爱情淘汰了。。

I promise you,
everything will come to an end..

Tag by Ivan

1. A picture of you at the most unique environment:
Describe the environment:

~Somewhere far inside Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya

[nice rite, worth it!!]

2. A picture of you at somewhere you dislike:
Describe why you dislike that place:

[I can't find any >.<]

3. A picture of someone that means a lot to you:

[HE mean a lot to me!!]

4. A picture of you with your best smile(mouth open):
Why were you smiling?

[I was not smiling ha-ha]

5. A picture of you with your best smile(mouth close):
Were you posing or natural smiling?

[fast mom!! the candle doesn't taste good!!]

[what do you think huh?]

6. A picture of you with your lamest post:
Give this picture a caption.

[yeah, we're SUPERWOMEN!! Let's rock the world!!]

[sai lou zai ng sek sai gai, how dare am I do this post huh]

7. A picture of someone that stands on top of your heart:
Is that person treating you like how you are treating him/her?

[dono who to choose ler]

[I admit I'm greedy >.<]

8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff

[the "pirate gurl is not cute]

[I'm the cute one in the photo >.<]

9. A picture of you in white shirt :
Why were you wearing white instead of black?

[then what actualy you want]

[buuuuuuut you!!]

10. A candid picture with you and your friends :

5s2 08' Kwang Hua

best ever jimui

College friends

I love you guys!!

11.A picture of the person who tagged you!

[the one with face retarded =D]

I need Oxygen+Helium+Brain-technician~

31 August 08 Sunday [Happy 51th Merdeka to Malaysia]


My brain loses its control, the nerves cannot interpret accurately anymore.. The nerve impulses stuck in the half-way and it is insufficient of oxygen, and then my brain is now in the COMMA mode..

Give me some oxygen please?
2 H + O = H2O
I don't need the H, but I need H2O to keep myself survive..





My brain feels.. Confused.. With its own direction.. With the way it want to be.. Maybe it need some Helium, to make it light enough to float, to far far of the sky, to the center of the outer space maybe, and meet with special ET to have some special chemical reaction with Him..

Chemical Equation :
H+ + Cl- = HCl

[Expansion]
Brain (Helium) + ET = ET Brain (ET Helium)
ET Brain with some ET Helium will react differently from the original human brain, because the original one does not contain ET Helium..
The hypothesis is accepted..






Symptoms :
~two different images appear in my mind in the same time, the application of reflection of convex lens and concave mirror
~the memory keep rolling in the mind non-stop, with the momentum of :

mv1 + mv2 = 0

~sometimes the inertia of my mind is too big enough to make it stationary
~sometimes I smile or laugh by myself

Aim : To investigate the way of making myself to lost my long-term memory

Procedure :
~myself now was a bit in the FLU-mode
~myself now was fully in TIRED-mode, physically and mentally, and physiologically
~looking for someone alike with Wilber (good-looking, yaoyeng, fair, cute, strong body-built, basketball-player, with nice hair style and white teeth, can sing and rap well) to be a boyfriend of mine
[99% alike is still accepted]
~using 550kW to get my brain shocked
~align my brain in parallel, so that other nerves won't be affected if there is a failure of one nerve

The result was observed and recorded..



Conclusion :
[Need some time]
[Need someone professional to prove my experiment]









I feel so sick now.. And I am confused with what I want now..
Maybe I still need a hug and a kiss DEEPLY.. as I haven't get any when the last time I requested.. I'm waiting for you kiss me at the night.. DEEP kiss and LATE night..

p/s: Any technician to fix my brain?