Just don't be too EXTERNAL LOCUS OF CONTROL

And I can now prove that girls are actually smarter than boys in such a certain way.
Hmmmm maybe boys are TOO overconfident when they are not in that way.
Sometimes not too Multitasking is good for girls.

Then I remembered a toopid but quite a cute computer server told me that not everyone use 4 "M" when they type "HMMM". Then I replied her with Hmmmmmmmmmm with some little water vapors on the right side of my head. FYI her name is ALICE, a computer server programmed by a company with the purpose of answering people's questions. But she always can only tell you "are you serious?" *swt*

Yea, I can tell you I was too free at that time.

If you are standing still, no one can move you away. There's no all black or all white in this world. I admit it, I stand in between, I am the grey one.

A moving on life is interesting and awsome. The life is getting harder and harder when your life is moving on. So I chose to make my life GREAT.

Dr. Omar asked us to define "LIFE".
Life can be either short or long.
Life can be either fast-paced or slow-paced.
Life can be either smile or cry.
Life can be whatever we want.
Because only we can choose how we want to live our life.

I can see the weighing machine is sometimes moving up and down. Me control me please. But I just cant. Especially when there are 8 dishes on the table.

I'm going to put everything down on that table and then say GOODBYE.

And how come I need to renew that wtf scholarship every year? then wtf the fella didn't tell me last year while she said that I can get my scholarship discount if I maintain my CPGA at 3.00 above. I think I gonna fark that wtf college if I can't get my RM1k discount starting from this semester.

And here the first semester of second year starts. But I haven't pay the fees =(

哈，我是合法司机了

眼睁睁看着每个朋友都能自由自在地驾着他们心爱的车子，原本还只怪我太年轻未成熟。

到了合法年龄了，妈妈总是催着，皇上不急太监急啊，真是的! 也不能怪我嘛，对着那样一个uncle想去考车的心情全都没了，还是别说了，说上了就气。

想一想，然后竖起手指数一数，十指都快数完了，原来考个汽车执照还真不容易啊，我也从没说过容易啊，我看朋友都问得有点快不耐烦了，自己也觉得真不好意思啦，一拖再拖的，就拖了几个月才考undang，然后又拖了几个月才听amali。哎，我还真的是个“拖女”啊，噢这是什么一个称号啊。

唉，我能怪谁呢？只能怪我是个大忙人嘛。只能怪时间从不瞄人一眼。

被配上了一个马来教练，能写却不善言马来语的我只好鸡同马讲咯，问我有没驾过车，他还以为我回答他“我爸有驾过”。真是暴冷到了极点。太阳也跟着欺负我来了，少从云里跑出来是真的那么难吗,更不想说的是它最近应该是发起高烧来着，躲在我庞大身子下的那两颗小屁屁都热得憋出一桶汗来了，整整来的比我留下的眼泪还夸张呢。*傻笑*

大路才是主角，我也才出过两次，只是考前还恶补了两次但都死火，真糟糕，但太阳还是那么火啦。我妈说我笨，看见路上有大洞还死命要走，结果就活该死火咯。是该打右示灯的，我就打左边，难道我就左右傻傻分不清楚？

原来当个汽车教练还蛮好当的，教了一圈，就可以坐在幽凉的亭下休息聊天，不然就去食堂吃个饭，又或者到surao念个alah alah然后睡个饱觉，两小时后再出现叫我回家了。看别人的教练几命苦下的咯，要唠叨学者整整两小时，口都干了，又要一起晒日光浴，有时还要做苦力帮他们拾tiang，钱还真不好赚啊。

我还建议我妈退休了可以考个教练执照，或做一下载人安娣，载一个就有RM750了嘛，一次10个就口袋满满咯，那还要忧吗。按情势看来，汽车对任何人都重要嘛，有哪天是没人学车的。可我老妈说： “我怕晒黑叻。”妈，你有了钱就可以多做保养了咯。

哈，还说我是大忙人嘛，安排我考SESI PETANG就别大清早8点就载我去当傻佬嘛，害我这乖孩子只好翘课咯，还是这个sem的第一堂课，真可笑啊。*笑咯*还敢敢好意思讲： “铢莉啊，你去坐前面看看人家是怎样fail的咯，学习一下经验嘛。”哇靠学啦，你来学，学也不需要让我学到足足7小时吧。在那里当了7小时的傻佬。

哈，我有眼光，选到辆好车，才不至于“汽车倒流”，很多人就死在这儿咯。*choi*

有个女生可能就真的一时踩错脚，趴完车要出来的时候就整辆车撞在考官前。还真幸好那亭子是石灰制的，也只有石伤车伤人没伤。也不差我100m范围叻，真的心惊惊叻，没做假哦！

空等了7小时，午餐也只有两条草莓面包，考呢也才短短那两小时半吧，但说真的考到了的那种心情也真的只能用“放松”来形容了。如果真的是大吉利事让我拿个kandas来着，我看我要去跳101大楼了，看我还得花个飞机票到台北呢。这回可真的省下这笔啊，哈哈。

现在就万事俱备，只差那东风了吧。拖了那么久，现在总该让我从这烦人的考车事件逃出来了吧。只要等到那左边有我可爱照片的P执照，还有那有点点阻挡视线的P贴纸，我就可以在街上游荡了。

还真奇怪，除了他之外，我想载的人当然少不了我爸妈，但我就想载你耶薛凌，看，我可有心了吧。让我当一次你司机好了，但要跟表收费咯，哈开玩笑啦。

Sixteen Days

Final Exam for Semester3 is over. And the Holidays started at 5.10pm last friday. I thought there was a party or plan or whatever huh blublublu maybe sleeping party? okay ignore that line. I don't sleep too much actually after the day but I slept until 1pm. my mama won't let me sleep the whole day blublublu.

I can really do anything if I get bored.

SiewMei sms-ed me to ask that whether I got plan or not. haha funny lah why ask me? blublublu. why all no plan one? Our meimei don't want to get bored the whole 2 weeks holiday. Me joojoo also leh. XI

It was raining when I get bored.
It makes the world emo-ed.
hmmm lets sleep zzZ

And I was cold >.<

Erhm erhm erhm justea is just a tea lol

but it is different when aloe vera is added into green tea

he said "girls like this very much"

I am a girl then I also like it? hmmm

I don't like green tea actually

but it's so so different

okay I look like a sua pa here >,<

When I was bored here,

my bro was doing his tuition homework

hohoho blublublu lalalalala

When I was bored here

I start missing the Rabbits and the Bear

I know they miss me too XD

JooLi of The Day

hoho. I watched Confession of a Shopaholic and Fast and Furious 4 already. blublublu. I still got mood watch Shopaholic last Wednesday as the exam was still progressing half the way hoho. Coz' imma shopaholic lol. Actually I'm not that shopaholic lah I can control myself when I still can control toink. And today I sit at 18th row of Sunway Pyramid's 8th room of the tgv, and then watched the FnF4. Yor watch till liu kou shui *shyshy*

Got people go watch movie today also. But they entered room 12th. Aiks they walked so fast without noticing me and him >.< THEY *shou la shou* HOLD THEY HAND WEY wiuwhit. They sweet till I called her name also can't hear. sweat lah. *haha you didn't see me* blublublu



Okay lah I want some plan some plan please people! when i was bored i need some plan =D

在这场游戏里,

我扮演着被遗忘的角色.

就慢慢地被遗忘.