Yet, I would rather say it is a cold and peaceful night.

The day isn't too hot as the other days, the sun doesn't seem too bright today. It actually rain for few hours, even though it was not a heavy one, but it dampens. It flushed away all the dullness, it actually bring refreshment into my day.

I woke up quite late today. The alarm clock is off his work because I got no class in this lovely Friday. Sitting in front of the laptop, I don't feel any stress in this day, surprisingly. I continue with the never-ending work-loafs. I feel myself was actually enjoying the moment. Not everyday I can feel like this, at least, I felt like this today.

Having the lunch, alone. Only myself. No one is disturbing me. The lunch I prepared for myself. I am so contented. I can cook too, at least, I think my fried rice tastes so wonderfully delicious in this afternoon.

I can smell the flowery-scent from each inch of my body, from head to the toe, from each strand of the hair. I felt so relax, after having a cold-water bath in this cold evening. This scent recited me, I have all the inspiration come all over to me, then here I come to post this up.

You will never feel this warm, when you get to drink the hot nice soup in this cold evening. I still can see the smoke coming out from the surface of the soup, the color is just - clear yet nourished. I have finished almost half of the pot. Yes, I am satisfied.

And now, after an hour drama refreshment, I am back again to the screen. The work is still loafing. But, this time I am facing it with higher courage, spirit and expectation.

Here comes Saturday, in 3 more hours. Happy weekend! =)

and why I cant watch Brazil and Portugal match tonight?

You only live once - but if you work it right, once is enough.

- Joe E. Lewis

The time is chasing me

Leonardo da Vinci -

I love those who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. 'Tis the business of little minds to shrink, but they whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approve their conduct, will pursue their principles unto death.

No doubt, my friends would know, this semester seems more harsh and packed. Until I couldn't stop the train from continue choo-chooing. It has to rush from time to time. Until I got no little piece of time to be mine. When I was free, I looked at myself in the mirror. When I was free, I lie on my bed and flashed back the old-time memory. When I was free, I met my friends and laughed with them. When I was free, I played badminton twice a week. But now, I don't! I don't have even few minutes to rest my mind.

I do my assignments. One done, but two more come, two done, then quizzes come. Obviously, task-to-be-done in this semester seem never stop until the end of July, there comes final exam. How cruel is this world. Or I can say, how cruel could I treat myself in such a way. No. Or is it a training or a practice so that I can be a tough girl in the future? But, is there any other things else I missed when I was rushing in this choo-choo train?

I found myself getting weaker and weaker, in term of health. I found myself sleep in 2 o' clock in the morning everyday. I found myself have thicker eyebags and dark circles. I found myself feel tired easily. But, I could't stop the choo-choo.

I wanted to meet up my old friends and talk to them. I wanted to get enough sleeping. I wanted to go outdoor activities. I wanted to eat ice-cream. I wanted to go for steamboat buffet. But, the choo-choo doesn't want to stop. I got no enough time. Or I don't manage my time really well?

Maturity is achieved when a person accepts life as full of tension. - Joshua L. Liebman

The time to relax is when you don't have time for it. - Jim Goodwin and Sydney J. Harris

Slow down.

and everything you are chasing will come around and chase you. =)

Look at the people and things around you. When you slow down, you will find everything is colorful. And a small tiny thing can make you smile too.
Treat myself better is the best way to release the stress. Smile, Lim Joo Li!! =)

Miracles happen to those who believe in them - Bernard Berenson

Miracles normally do not happen when it is expected to be happened. In the while people are looking for their life goals, trying hard to attain achievement, when we are struggling from hard time, we hope miracles to appear. Most of the time it doesn't happen like what we want it to be. And we started giving up, no more hard work, no more passion to continue the journey. But, do we really think why miracles never happen in these time?

Determination and dedication are always needed, no matter how small and easy the thing is, simply to finish a lunch at the pathway; or the big and serious obligation or duty, making a satisfactory speech in the course. Well, who on the earth really possessed these in the daily life? I don't, I admit. Some days before this, I was giving up on something and it was quite a dissapointment. But miracle happens this day. I think: how-if I did not stop searching for it yesterday? Would it appears now? I don't know =)

Miracles, in the sense of phenomena we cannot explain, surround us on every hand : life itself is the miracle of miracles.

- George Bernard Shaw

I Don't Like You!!

Fake relationships and fake people coming up to me and all of a sudden wanting to be my friend.
- Jason Ritter

It implicitly shows how pityful the life is, without a true friend telling me how fake the world is; and we live just simply ignoring the real truth. I loved my past, my primary school life was just so plain, not the kind of boring dull plain, it's the pure relationship and friendship, not even a small secret was hiden from each other, until I can bravely confess to someone I secretly admired, without fear. He did too. We were still friend, until we are far separated now, we never meet now. At least, that's the genuine side.

Even if the people are still the same, the intention is far far apart from last time. It is a strong feeling, I can feel it. Every step they take, there is something hidden behind their motives, good or bad. I need to take, at least 5 rounds, to think and breath, I just couldn't trust easily on anyone else, whom i think is faking around- him or herself and everything around.

I wonder, if anyone think I was fake enough. Yes, there was one at about ten years back. We were good good friend, but difficult time and things happened. We couldn't continue the friendship anymore. I was once thinking if she hates me at that time? I don't hate her but I learn from that.

You don't lose when you lose fake friends.
- Joan Jett

Yes, I don't like you!! =(

yay ADP people result is out

and i got straight A's for all my subjects!!

LMAO
honestly, i don't even know what lmao stands for until i tried google just now, it is Laughing My Ass Off. i loved, i dont know why, i used to pronounce in "le"-"mao", okay okay no such word exist -___-

okay it's a joke of today lah. no April Fool thinggy. just being lame in this last fourth day of my holiday. result is yet to be released until this day, ahh i can foresee the chaosness on the coming Monday hmmm~

i can't even login to the ecampus site yesh it's normally down during semester break. for maintenance or upgrading or what? then my friends still couldn't print with their healthy quota. LMAO (aih dont even know it is correctly used or not haa =))

ahh my results. I can hardly imagine how die is the result could turn out. especially when Miss.J called me just now, my heart pops out, oh no it stops beating. how horrible is that. It can only come to two options: the best or the worst. oh no I couldn't make myself think positively at that time, oh please God bless me!

Did something successfully. it happens twice heee =D i got a boyfriend with left ear pierced.


It is impossible for you to be angry and laugh at the same time. Anger and laughter are mutually exclusive and you have the power to choose either.
- Wayne Dyer

I may have a new dream

Couples Retreat: It may be a paradise... but it's no vacation. (2009)
I've attracted to the movie title and it would be a nice one. haa wongcheehong will claim this is boring eh at the beginning, it can be too much on theory and talking in the front part, but it is fun, it has been telling the love theory of relationships between couples.

The characters are nice. Sexy pretty. The scenes, no one would deny it's heavenly wonderful and superb. until I can quickly decide, I want my wedding ceremony to be held at there in the future, no joke okay!! ahh bikini wedding party syoknyer~

The film's setting is placed on an un-named South Pacific island- at the very upscale "Eden Resort". Starwood's St. Regis Bora Bora, the exquisite resort, tropical fish-filled turquoise and posh overwater bungalows. It was claimed to be the most beautiful island in the world (how could I resist myself to something that everyone say it is nice), it is indisputably one of the most romantic. Not only for couples, it could also be an enticing retreat for the whole family.

Lagoon Restaurant

Lagoon Bar

Deluxe over water villa interior

Bora Bora Fitness Center

Aparima Bar

Spa Miri Miri

Royal over water villa with pool

Royal estate dining

Over water villa with backdrop of Mt. Otemanu

Over water villa up close to Mt. Otemanu

Zen pool with view of waterfall and Mt. Otemanu

view from Mt. Otemanu

Tahitian Ve'a Ve'a Hot Stone Massage

Sunset

Right. It's not 3D or photoshop effect, there are all real!! I have once my dream, to go Taiwan, foods and fun there, somewhere all the Taiwanese singers and actors have been which i dreamt to meet them someday (oh dream!!) now. now. now I have one new dream. it could be one playful holiday with bunch of friends after 10 more years; it could be one adventorous backpack trip with sweet besties; it could be one harmonious family trip with some close relatives; it could be one lovely trip with some couple friends; it could be the best thing when it is a perfect wedding of mine with my dearest one. All these in Bora Bora!

ahhh how nice!!

I should plan in detail lah, I want this to come true. I never go up on a plane, never have such wonderful vacation, I should have to make it comes true! just before pollution falls on this beautiful place.

First thing I need to do now. Money! XD

Four more days not to be wasted

I found people normally not appreciate their holidays, or it just become a norm of all of us. When we're stuck in loads of assignments homeworks or tests, we eager for holidays. Die die wait so long for it to come, oh yay it's finally holiday...... "urgh find something for me to do leh, im bored!!" this doesn't seem weird to listen this.

yes, we're just back from PeeDee aka Port Dickson and people seem excited commenting here and there in those photos. ahh i do, i do giggling deep inside my heart seeing those funny faces and comments.

Do you want assignments in your holidays? No!! just love your holidays then. Heeee cheers people!

Appreciation is a wonderful thing. It makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well.

-Voltaire: Appreciation Quotes