4^th July 08 Friday

After being busy for the whole 2 weeks [somewat called tired n exhausted], and today is the day of performance [is the US Independence day].. [seriously, I nvr dance or perform for any show b4, yea but it was when im in kindergarden >.<].. freaking nervous b4 and on dat day..

Every1 was BUSY [I duno how to describe].. the movie screening, fun-fair, food fair, and the show.. the ticket selling, the food, the dancing & singing & drama practicing.. from early in the morning [8am, v reach at 8am!! Almost everyday in the 2 weeks] until the class end [some of them even stay for practice after that].. and I was damn sakit hati saw Victor sooo wory about the show.. He wory about the tickets.. He wory about the performance.. He help out everything, everyday.. He was damn busy as us [mayb than us, aha].. he looked down.. he sad.. but v cant do anything [aiks]..

Anyway, v get back de return for our every effort.. almost al the tickets was sold.. the things, the food, the fun-fair, the food fair were nice and fun.. the show was geng and pretty awesome.. Victor told me, he enjoy the show, every1 enjoy the show.. yea, I enjoy it!! I nvr experience such happiness [as I din take part in activities in secondary skul] and I found dat friendship was bonded in this short short 2 weeks time~ it was so precious, and v shud appreciate it as well.. and I do miss the time v practice together, v crazy together, v 'observe' together... many thing happen in dis 2 weeks and it will be gud memory for every1 of us.. [oops, sounds like v gonna far apart after dis, ha-ha].. v stil got long way to go, and I hope everything will be continue [same crazy, same passionate and same friendship~ uhm maybe stronger bonded]..

[feel weird and wonder how I gonna change my mindset to continue my study when there is no any practicing suddenly]

F R I E N D S H I P

I gr3w~

3^rd July 08 Thursday

It's an important day to me~ somewhat special day to me~ normally I dun celebrate it [besar-besaran] with others [uhm~mayb with my few best frenz n my family]~ mayb the different place bring the different kinda of feeling to me on dis special big day in my life~

I dun wan ppl to know about my birthday actualy~ I dun wan any1 celebrate with me actualy~ I tot I can live well without any1~

I pretend nth when I went to skul.. I dun wan anybody to know it.. I wan everything goes normal..

I dun talk much.. I was moody the whole long day.. I smile, seldom-LY.. I know, [very well] I'm juz a small part among the big gang.. nobody nid me.. I nid nobody.. [but I know some of my frenz realize my abnormal dat day] yea, I was abnormal dat day..

When they go McD for lunch, I run away.. [I heard they wan to spent me makan, but I dun wan they belanja] [as wat I had plan, I went for lunch with some1 else].. I run quietly.. I run secretly.. I told waihow, I asked him to inform them.. sory my dear frenz.. [yea, I know it's a bit stupid? Crazy? Selfish? Aha, I duno]

*Thank u my dear.. [after been so moody in college] u realy bring me happiness during the short lunch time.. I enjoy the time at centro.. although u promised to bring me go n watch seaside.. BUT unfortunately it was raining dat day, n the GOD ruin our plan.. anyway I realy feel hapy with u on dat day..

I saw siew mei [my Dear] crying, sitting on the staircase, pressing her phone.. [I felt I'm so bad that I din go n comfort her as I wanna to b cool dat day]~ but I scared too.. I saw her cry, I wanna cry too.. [I duno wat happen] I watched them practicing the romance song in audi, [Ivan say Hi to me far from the stage] and then I feel more n more moody [duno y] and then I cried.. I tried to hide myself from seen by any1.. [but wei wei saw it] I walked to washroom [with my head look down to the floor all the way to the washroom].. al of them finding me, calling me, they asked me enter the audi [kononnya got sth to inform]..

A chocolate [somewat coffee] flavor cake.. a big gang of HUMAN [truly frenz] sing the birthday song on the stage.. a lovely present~the merry-go-round with the photos.. with the [dark dark] condition n environment.. I realy duno wat shud I do.. shud I act happy o keep cool?? [but I cried] I do thx for every1 [willing] to celebrate my birthday together.. Pek Kuan, Wei Wei and of corz Siew Mei.. I nvr blame u all n angry u al [I'm not dat xiao qi ma].. plz dun blame urself.. although I join u al for quite late, but u al treat me realy well, n I love u guys so much.. I enjoy to b ur fren as well.. and for the others, thx u guys oso [for being 'terpaksa' celebrate my birthday together, aha]..

I love the cake.. I love the merry-go-round.. I love the photos.. I love u guys, my fren..

N happy birthday to myself.. 17 years old edi.. [stil young] but I want go learn driving~

~melody~

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I can IMAGINE~
how good is that on 4th of July~
de melodious sound from them~ [I can sing K, but I cant sing in such a melodious way >.<]..

cant await for the DAY~
[and hope it wil over faster, it realy made me exhausted~]

I love this pic so much~

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They didnt know I took this photo [when I walked behind them]..
It's so nice after being edited by me [aha~]..

Latest Fashion 08'

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I took this from my CUTEST fren [obviously U wil know who is that if U 'hang out' with me in the college this few days, realy busy dayss]..
I found her realy CUTE and she wear NICCE socks when the dancing practice~

ha-ha.. wat A cute girl~

nOne~

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can U imagine~
Try to count how many FEMALE there in the small room~
And all the women [included small girls and ladies lar of corz] keep on bla bla bla~ also duno what they busy of~aiks~

Stunted~

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I found this when I water~ING the plant [jz beside my pc]..
It need SUNLIGHT~ [photosynthesis]
It need WATER~ [imagine the plant didnt get any water for a whole long week >.<]
It need my LOVE [aha~ crapsssss]